A little reminder that if you wish to I have an art account https://mastodon.art/@scoots
if you wanna see my stuff or at least boost my commission posts :)
i really just want to mend bridges at this point, not burn them
Also I don't wanna feel like I'm using my pain to get money but since this is the last time I might log in here for a little bit
I'm still doing commissions and I'm still trying to raise $700 for an ipad replacement so I can keep making a living
In any case I still feel as dead and heartbroken as I did two days ago so I don't know when I'll be back here in any real capacity, if any at all. I don't know
Most of my income comes from here so if I lose that I can't afford food, but... I just can't anymore.
I don't know. I just don't know. I am in physical pain right now.
They are simultaneously trying to help keep from losing the roof over three people and a child's head, commute, deal with being super I'll, and feeling a responsibility to keep me from just fleeing into the sunset on fire.
So please consider if it's really worth it at this point to go after them.
i've ignored it because sometimes it was warranted but i really hope people reading this will really think about this sort of behavior and the kind of cycle it contributes to
i am trying to stay off masto but i need to get that off my chest
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